omgosh..finally i am back to my heartie place...lolx...after so many days of torturing of my body n souls..i am finally coming back to one piece..but not yet..lolx..coming oni..haha..i am stil w8ting for my body to be back in one piece..lolx..coughing nw..having a little block nose..its so much better den few days ago..that was disaster..haha...
anyway went back to work on fri le...cos bo bian...have to work..they can't find any1 to take over me...den they lack of ppl oso...but this 3 days of work was so torturing..everytime ppl noe..i will cont work till de time they have..so that i can earn extra money..no matter how early i oso can take..no matter work ot or midnight..got i sure work..but this time round..i really gonna admit defeat...haha...its too tiring le..even carrying a normal side table i oso cannot le..whole body just can't get out de energy..lolx..lydia liao shi min is de best??haha....have to scream lyk her.....AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!
den ppl starts to complain..say wad i dun wan help them..wad need ppl den i dun wan help...lolx..i wish i really could work ot work midnight..its so much fun working there with those ppl...but hope they understand...i am really tired tis time round..really....
after so much torturing of my body n souls..i am thinking...wad my brother is doing inside...torturing lyk me...or maybe hoping for de best....it really hurts again when yst ton outside ah bao say again...i sometimes really can't take it...cos once de both of us get tgt...all these things just float out n we just cont say n de atmosphere turns..tinking of our brother is so much torture...adrian...we really hope u can get out soon...i really feel so hopeless this time round...i can't help any...no matter how much things u did wrong last time...we say u n cont...we really hope that we can do it nw..instead of can't say anything to u..n not even looking at u for a few more secs...if at that moment...u could stay for dat one more min...u can c all of us...
although ppl noe that i am emotional..n saw me getting sad when last time a chinese teacher got to go...i guess no one will wan to c how sad i was outside de court...although all of us were there...but not all get to c adrian...standing down there..sitting down there..all de feeling were de same...but just with different facial expression...but with de same mind..hoping that u will be alright...i hold my tears for so much that it nearly one time burst out when i saw all of de brothers face with sadness...nearly.......to stop tinking of him is equal to impossible..almost everynight or day..even hrs after hrs thought of him keep popping out...u r dearly miss man...i shall stop here..the tap is gonna be loose again...i need to tighten it up............................
_>_>_Zhi Yang>_>_> gave his heart at3/31/2008 11:17:00 PM
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