haiz..this few days very very stress...feel that have to give up many things all of a sudden...becos of sch work..just one example give today..went out to play for few hrs oni den come back suddenly feel that different frm last time de me le..have to do hw n not lyk last time so free even if have hw i heck care go out play n come back act as if nth happen..but den nw i tell myself to change..but den becos of this change..my temper n attitude different le..i get angry easily..den get du lan n sad easily..just lyk girls when get period mood swing..haiz..nw really feel lyk dying sia..dots..dunno isit becos suddenly change den cannot adapt to it..feel lyk playing games to relax but den think of my hw den cannot le..nw have to study alot alot alot alot of things!!!!!cos last year i slack n didn't pay attention in class..nw den i find out that if i pay attention i would understand things..but nw i really regret le..haiz...
actually for me i feel that i must do thing that wun make me regret afterwards..but nw i really dun understand myself le..i understand that alot of ppl will tell me that dun be sad or wad but den its really hard lohx..last time de zhiyang is dead le..i guess..wun ever come back liao..nw talking about it makes my heart so pain n my chest so tight...ever wonder if last time de me is lyk how de..y can so fun n relax while nw de me is lyk a robot..anyway robot oso need ppl to control..i nw oso dunno how to study last time de things le..this year de things plus last year de things add together cannot cope sia..WHO CAN HELP ME!!!!!!!
haiz...very de sian..dun lyk this kind of me but...can't...help it..
_>_>_Zhi Yang>_>_> gave his heart at1/14/2007 09:41:00 PM
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