haiz...today is damn tired after the training...early in the morning dun feel lyk going to sch cos too tired le..everyday cannot slp well n feel so sian...lyk nth to do de lohx..cannot go out oso...haiz..nvm..anyway today she talk to me le..but yet feel so uncomfortable lehx..she lyk very scared of my lohx..shy bahx..haiz...den c her friends walk away oni den nv care about me le..just keep on say aiya they ps me..den laughing..i was feeling so sad lohx..haiz..
den dun have de mood to talk to her even when c her..just cannot be so happily talk to her as talking to other gal lohx..she will not look at me lyk tat...den will feel so disturb lehx..when she saw me oso kind of wanna avoid me n c me den will say wa lao..but she thought i nv c her lip..i can kind of read lip reading de..
anyway today de chem triple s is so boring..tat teacher can talk n talk n talk while ppl might not understand lehx..i dunno others lahx..but sometimes she talk i cannot understand..maybe is cos i really fall back alot le bahx..but den when ask me to study i cannot take it lehx..its too tiring for me le..just hope tat something can brighten my life suddenly..n tat light might be she care n talks more to me bahx..haiz..nw i feel so kind of lyk a useless person lehx..trying hard to do alot of things n failing in alot of things oso..even wad i am proud of my stamina is oso failing myself..haiz...anyway nw trying to work hard..de kaixin shall not be defeated so easily...have to drink more peel fresh to keep myself fresh..lolx..nth more to update le..buaiz....
_>_>_Zhi Yang>_>_> gave his heart at8/01/2006 09:28:00 PM
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